Thanks kleinbl00. I'm fairly embarrassed by this post because I drunkenly mistook Benadryl for Advil when I made it, as well as the other post if you didn't notice. It was kind of apparent and I took a break from everything due to that. I know what you are saying

I have contacted the university to talk to a psychologist and am working through the paperwork(I have a lot of work to do as it is, so I haven't had that much time).

You give some very hard knock advice, and sometimes that is what people need. I have felt a lot better about things since I started making moves to figure things out. Just felt like I should let you know that I'm still here and paying attention, and taking in not just yours but all of the people who posted here's input.

It just hasn't been as easy to deal with everything that has been going on especially once I went back to school, with how busy I am now.

Especially lil too. She kind of called me out on being super ridiculous and told me I should think things out sober, and she was right. I had been drinking too much previously and honestly that's how the whole situation came about, but I was obviously at a loss.

Again, I appreciate all of your input. Thanks for helping me out despite me being stupid about it.