Darkness is anything that threatens society. It's ignorance, it's arrogance, it's greed. It's tribalism in modern times, it's expecting everyone else to conform to your moral standards, it's a lack of respect and an entitlement to respect at the same time.

My dark is back in full. My dark isn't a general set of things I see as bad. It's not the dark you're asking about. I don't need a lot of socialization. I don't get lonely. I'm not depressed that I don't have a social life. I'm usually fine doing my own thing and a lot of responsibilities to others get in the way of me working on what I find rewarding. But this isn't sustainable. I will need someone. Sooner than later as I get older.

But all those things I mentioned in the first paragraph are in you, they're in me, they're in my grandma. To some degree you suck and I suck and grandma does and every time I think I find someone it doesn't work, quickly and with no explanation it seems. I'm not a total misanthrope, I can engage people with high levels of repulsive opinions on a daily basis, but I haven't connected with anyone on a level I found to be profound in like eight years.

I'm tired.

I'm sorry, was this a question about a website?