I'm applying for a job, and I've just been putting the form filling off and off. I finally sat down, and under one section I just got completely stuck, like wholly stuck and no idea what information I needed to put. That really wrecked me, I mean who would want to hire someone who can't even fill out the most basic of forms right? There's got to be better candidates for the role, I don't even know if I'll be able to get back into that frame of mind and actually think about problems and complex solutions. I'll just be too distracted worrying about home and I'll have to move out fit a bit until we could afford to all move to this new city... It's all bullshit. It's just me panicking and letting my lack of confidence get in my way, I've kicked that forms ass now and just need to write my covering letter stuff and I've made a really strong headstart on that today. I'm going to give it a shot and I think maybe I actually could do the work, I just need to trust in myself once in a while.