You've managed to turn "extremely not a fan" into an understatement. Here's an idea. Stop writing. Don't allow yourself to write anything for the next 30 days, not even notes in the notebook (well, maybe... but only when you feel like it). Keep telling yourself it's tedious and just too big of a job to start now, and that you'll definitely start once you feel like really writing. Start fantasizing about the things you could be writing about -- all those great stories, and all those particularly spectacular moments that express the characters perfectly and drive the plot in the most natural way... The people you describe in that quote? That's me. And this is my opportunity to finish something. Is it going to be shit? I don't think so; that's not the way I write things. I'm not even sure it's going to be -- but in the end, at least I know I gave it a decent effort. Besides. Nobody's saying I should stop at the end of November, or that I can't edit it further.NaNyNaNyNooNoo is the worst piece of shit waste of time I have ever encountered.
I find that it is largely entertained by people without the stamina to finish anything