Right now I'm in school. I'm doing all the things I'm supposed to be doing, and I guess I'm good at them. I have a lot of ideas that I'd like to make into realities, basically projects that have been kicking around in the back of my mind. Thinking about those things generally takes up my spare thinking cycles. So I guess I dream a lot. I'm not very good at jumping between dreams, though. I like to get enveloped in something and have nothing else distract me. So where does that fit in with my current state? I guess what I'm getting at is that I don't see any window in the future where I can just pursue what I want to pursue. I have tons of things I'm working towards, but jamming them into the little time windows that I am given to work with is inefficient and frustrating. I want to just be able to fuck off and do my own thing for a couple months. I definitely understand the ticking clock feeling. Not sure how to deal with it, to be honest.