This is a revision of short idea here I wanted to expand.
Plateau
I learned and
the world grew and grew
and filled and fluxed
until
I learned something that was once too small to me to notice:
The globe in my vision had suddenly exploded
it was ballooning under my very feet as I looked on
zooming away into the horizon even as I stepped forward, so fast that
I bolted, surprised- but every pounding footfall shrank me closer and closer to where I had started
until the blurs merely brushed my senses sideways
And it was here,
I was forced to slow or
miss the last bits of newness
quickly becoming blinding whiteness.
My tiny origin
in a memorized universe,
measured the distance to the next Shambhala grow
in units farther and farther beyond my lifespan,
And I, a point stagnation,
stopped-
here
Or... perhaps, paused,
beginning.