Oh right, I guess I should say something huh?

It's not been a very good week for me. I have to move back into my mom's house today. She doesn't like animals, so I needed to find somewhere for my cat Luna to stay for an indeterminate period of time. Coming to terms with that earlier this week hit me pretty hard. I'm losing my baby. I cried with her for a good amount of time before giving up on being productive that day and just sleeping from that afternoon to the next morning. Luckily, she is with someone who will take great care of her and I am not worried at all - she is in the best hands I could ask for. I'm feeling a lot better about it now.

As for me, I just need to find the motivation to get myself on my feet again. It's going to be pretty hard for a while. Zero dollars and no transportation. There's no way I'm going to be able to afford four (a number increasing all the time, it seems) separate, hundred-dollar medications, therapy sessions, much needed endocrinology, dermatology, and podiatry appointments... let alone "normal" things like GP and dentist visits that I've been neglecting for close to a decade now. How am I going to do anything else with my life if I can't even afford take care of myself? That's not a good train of thought to go down. We go forward. I'll figure it out. The alternative is leaving Luna by herself, and that's not going to happen.