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ButterflyEffect and I were/are in the same situation. It is not easy, but it will get better, with time. As kleinbl00 said, you have no structure. Get a job. That is basically what I did, even though the intention was to do my PhD there. It did not work out, but in those 4 months, I was getting paid and had some time to think about what I want to do. Now I know what I am going to do. Just don't try avoiding the situation. Think about it. You will have your ups and down. Push through them and you will find your way :)