It's a mix truthfully. In many different senses I'm kind of shocked I'm still here. (Alive, on hubski, not drowning in depression, take your pick.) I can't remember ever thinking about what it would feel like to accomplish big goals like that. I think I've just always assumed that happiness (That isn't fraudulent or harmful to other people) followed success, and I didn't need to think about it too much. As I age and attempt to develop a more casual relationship with non-binary thinking ( lil ) I realize I still have a lot of work to do. The cool part is that I am in a position where that's not a scary prospect anymore. The amount of work I have to do is directly proportional to my aspirations. I think that sort of addresses the part. The reason that prospect used to scare me (I think) was because I didn't understand that relationship. I had it in my head that I would pursue some great labor, and that it was somehow a great sin to have questions about the 'why' of it. I've come a long way I think. Thanks :]Are you as happy as you imagined you'd be after accomplishing these?
Or has the treadmill of life added new dizzying heights for you to traverse?
Regardless, that's a lot to be proud of.