WOO! Congrats! For having something that you've wanted, there's a bad way to freak out?Got notified on Friday that I got placed in the exact ministry that I wanted working on the exact issue that I wanted
I kind of assumed I wasn't going at this point or that they would put me somewhere that didn't fit my interests (education or tourism ministry for example... didn't think they'd let me do security stuff lol) so I had kind of started making alternate plans and put down a deposit on an apartment and started buying furniture. I was really excited to move into my own place with Meriadoc and while the grant is only a 10 month thing, that pushes it off until next summer. So I'm a lil sad about that but obviously this is a huge opportunity
Score: 1, for getting validated the fuck out of. Ahh, that makes sense, moving into the new place escaped my mind when I read this post. I guess I got so excited for you I forgot about that, haha.I kind of assumed I wasn't going at this point or that they would put me somewhere that didn't fit my interests
Yeah take that imposter syndrome! It's only 10 months though and I can subdue any lingering angst with Kosovar dairy products 👌👌👌