New this week, I have learned something special. That is very cheesy, and odd sounding. But I have. I still don't quite understand what I learned, but I know I don't like it, as much as I should anyways. Lying buries truth, sometimes- this is better than knowing. I've had a lot of time to think to myself, and unfortunately, none of this matters. I mean, the simple fights with your family, the rumors started by an ex best friend, a boy not liking you back. None of this matters. It's too late to take it back. So why bother dwelling on it? We do learn from our mistakes, but is it worth putting yourself into a depression? Putting others in pain at your own sake? No. Sure, learn not to trust everyone- not to trust no one. I was talking to my boyfriend late last night when I realized what I want to do with my life. I want to make a difference, not like a lady gaga music video or a Martin Luther king junior speech- but a difference in our community. In my life- in the lives of the people I love and who love me. A difference in everyone's eras, I want people to see the world through my eyes. Understand what's happened and the disturbance that it's caused. I start on blogging sites. Like such. Maybe, sooner or later, I could do something great. Anyone could. Everyone could.
Nice post. Inspiring. I remember thinking the same thing about day to day stuff. That it just really isn't that important in the grand scheme of things. Travelling helped me gain a sense of perspective on this. When it came down to it, I simplified my own purpose and how I deal with things. Now, (well, admittedly, not always) I focus on positivity out, positivity back. When you do and act in a positive way, the world acts in a positive way back to you. Negative thoughts breed negativity. By having a positive outlook and focusing on that I found people around me treated me better and I increased my productivity. I also use this philosophy in my diet. Do I want to feel good? Of course. In order to do so, I must feed myself good food. Positivity in, positivity out.
Yeah, but staying positive, especially when everything seems to be negative, does get very hard. It takes a lot of determination and help to be able to think like that and not be able to think too negatively. Hey, but giving up isnt going to help, now is it?