I'm curious, and I am not trying to be rude or presumptuous, but what drives this desire to be heard? Is there something that is satisfied for you when you speak in front of an audience, that otherwise is lacking?

I might not enjoy jumping out of a plane, I would have too much fear and probably would not be able to carry through with it. There are certain people though that are able to transform fear into adrenaline and this adrenaline gives them a sensation that they crave. They willingly jump out of planes. I wonder, is there any of this for you when you speak in front of people? Do you crave the rush that you get from speaking in front of an audience? I know I had a bit of that when I used perform live with the band in front of an audience.

There was a bit of conversation that didn't make the podcast around the difference between speaking in front of an audience about something you are emotionally vested in and speaking in front of an audience about something that you are not. For me there is a big difference. How about you?